I LOVE International travel. Not just seeing different places but I actually love airports and even more, I love the uniforms of most of the airline staff. Sitting on the long flights, I daydream about what it would be like to be a flight attendant, especially on those airlines where the attendants get to change their outfits a few times. Since I am terrible at actually being on time for anything, dressing up in a psudeo-flight attendant outfit is the closest I will probably get and that’s good enough for me. Luckily, the current round of Collabor88, The Arcade and Chapter Four allowed me to do just that. ❤
Being all shook up for you is not a great feeling. I used to adore you from afar, but someone went and told on me, and now you know. Now I know you now, and you haven’t said a thing. This used to be fun, and now I just feel needy. I don’t need you, I just need to know. We could still be friends if that’s what you’d like. I don’t need you to like me like I like you. The only thing I would hold against you is my body, if you asked me to. Just give me some sign. I hate begging but it’s been days and I just want you to notice me again. Continue reading →
I feel like I’m being gaslit… but that’s the nasty thing, isn’t it? You just can’t tell. Everything feels like it’s 2 inches to the left, and a half-inch forward from where it used to be. It gets my hackles up. A sickening prickle at the base of my spine. Every step feels like a mis-step, and I’m ready to fall face-first into whatever it is that catches me.
Were those drapes blue? Wasn’t that plant on the left?
And then it gets personal. My friends don’t seem to remember what I do. I feel like I’m slipping into someone else’s life, barely distinguishable from my own. I’m in the wrong place. The wrong body. I thought we had dinner together last week… or was it the week before? It starts with simple things- things that are easily mistakable. You make concessions. Maybe you’re just mis-remembering. Everyone does, we’re only human, right? But it starts to add up. How much can one person really forget before they start to question their own mental fortitude? Spanned out over a long enough period of time, you might never. Small things, here and there. Tiny changes. Minuscule; until your whole world is different and you concede that it was ever thus.
And what would I do if I knew for sure? If I retraced the steps? If I found out who or what was doing this to me? What power in the universe, to move me molecule by molecule into someone else’s life? It would drive anyone mad to face that, don’t you think? At this point I’m almost there, as it is.
I’m just not sure about anything anymore. There’s a whole ‘nother life in a dream that I remember; I think it might be real. Might have been real.
I don’t know what to say… or to whom. It’s not safe.
Once upon a time there was a noob named Lola. She loved exploring sims and finding EGL stores to stalk. She would save her money and buy lovely dresses at each of the stores. Eventually she was buying more and more items at this little store called +Blue Blood+ and found the most precious gift ever a really great friend.
I have always loved shopping at +Blue Blood+. My first encounter in her store I saw some outfits named after the characters in Dune. I knew from that moment she would become one of my favorite creators. I am blessed to now call her one of my friends. Although I don’t see her much on SL *shakes fist at time zones* I am always excited to see what she makes.
Last week she dropped the new Chesh Outfits on me, there are several colors to choose from but I stuck with Blue and Purple. The outfit comes complete with a pair of boots and its all in mesh, there is also a system layer bra so there is no oops you saw my booby moments. All of Ghanima’s creations are hand painted meticulously and I love the extra detail she puts in her creations. Try the demo before purchasing, but she does offer the items in Standard SL Mesh Sizing.
So up first is a pic of me being cheesy and showcasing my awesome new skin by [AMITOMO]. I loved how beautiful the skin is and it gave me a youthful look that fit my kawaii style I was going for. I added a couple makeup layers by Rozena and eyelashes by Schadenfreude to add to youthful look. Continue reading →
Okay so I don’t have a really clever title. I technically should be sleeping but really sleep is for the weak. So I figured I should start off my very first post with something I would typically run around in SL in. I do blog mostly gothic looks on my other blog but hey now I get to show off my kawaii-ness to everybody.
As many of you know, SummerFest starts this weekend. I happen to love summer and there are so many nice items that are going to be offered at this event. I happen to be wearing two items from the event, one of my own and this lovely pink skirt from Tee*Fy. The beach shack I am standing in is also going to be available at SummerFest from Fri.day Home. It comes in three different types/sizes in a pretty good range of summer colours.
Now, I realise I am not an official blogger for the event but let me just take this time to promote the heck out of it because the event is fantastic. Not only does the sim look absolutely great but the stores participating really pulled out all the stops for this event. There are a lot of amazing, unique, fun and creative items that are being offered at this event and it was really refreshing to see the focus on the summer theme of the event instead of just the fashion and decor aspects. Don’t get me wrong, there are tons of fashion and decor must haves but they all really bring spirit of hot summer days on the beach to the grid.
The event opens this coming weekend! Don’t miss it.